sometimes you just hit play and start playing, hit rec and start recording.. you put the volume up and you start following your current mood.. you avoid thinking and you avoid anything different than the beat and the bassline. you don't care if it's good or if it's bad. you just go with it. like a hamster on a wheel - you don't do nothing - you just continue basically, but once you stop you realize that this was going for hours, you're tired as fck cause you do this every day, every week, every month.... and....you..you had hours of fun, no matter what do the gerbils next to you think. let them laught, let them hate, let them love.... let them be theirself cause you just were exactly yourself - you accepted yourself - a lone hamster, running and running and running. doing the same and the same and even more of the same. cause you just like it. you don't think about it - you just do it. you don't talk about it - ypou just do it. you go to bed then, pleased of yourself or the other possible way - tired enought to pass out with a smile..if not facial then inner. and then the gerbills will try to run on you wheel ofcourse, cause you had fun, you were happy, you lost the time you had without worrying about anything, without feeling the weight of your choices, without giving a fck about anything. you had a moment for yourself, in peace with yourself and with the world. because.... for this"moment"nothing really existed except your sound, your taste, your soul, body and mind. your wheel. your joy. you wake up one day and the gerbills will have your wheel stollen, broken and completely wasted...cause they laughted, they hated or they loved. cause you were yourself..you went down and they try to steal this from you. cause it was different, cause it was pure, cause it made them feel in some way. they tried running on your wheel and they broke it cause they were many. cause they were jealous, they were greedy, they weren't themselves and tried to steal the only thing you ever had. because you have something real and they don't. you have only one thing to do at tgis moment. start thinking for your broken wheel. focus.. and repeat. go to what's left and continue enjoying it. cause even broken into little pieces, looking like anything but not your wheel, it still is and you still love it, you still enjoy it, you still don't bother about anything than having fun your way.

6 minute long cut, from a whole night of running on my wheel...